Believe me, I understand if you’ve been praying or had people praying for you and over you and yet you are not healed. I am not a theologian but I’ve been a follower of Jesus for over 40 years, and one thing I’ve learned is that His ways are higher than my ways. 

I don’t need to understand why God chose me to travel this path, I trust Him and His plans for my life as I seek to live a purpose driven life. Maybe He chose this for me so that we could be friends. Maybe He chose this for me because He wanted me to have a voice in this arena of chronic illness. 

I have learned to see EVERYTHING from the hand of God as a gift chosen and wrapped specifically for me. This illness is no exception. Without it I would have continued to be self reliant and would have missed out on meeting my house cleaner, who has become a dear friend. I would not have met the incredible women I have met who are in this battle with me. 

We live in a fallen world and although I absolutely believe God CAN heal me, He may not choose that for me right now. I still have things to do and amazing people to meet. 

I pray this has been helpful for you 💜

blessings, hugs, and spoons,


In Spite of My Illness



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